Friday, I was grateful for the open environment in my marriage. My marriage is by no means the perfect marriage or the worst. It is very easy and fun loving at times, while at other times it is very trying and difficult. However, the one thing, I can always depend upon is that it will be there. I do not have one doubt that this is not the person I will take Geritol with when I am 75. This is a wonderful feeling and a bit eerie. When we disagree or have “discussions", I never have a second thought not to speak my mind. Albeit sometimes I need to phrase it softer or more cushioning for my husband’s much more sensitive nature, but I feel I can say whatever I need to say. This comfort or eeriness is something I have never had in a relationship. I was always on pins and needles about everything. Always watching everything, I said or did. It was extremely exhausting and tiresome. But that feeling went away and stopped when I met my husband. I would like to think it is because he is the one, although realistically I think it is because I grew up and relaxed, and I was more receptive to finding him.
So, I am grateful for our open and understanding marriage and comfort that comes with along with it.
Namaste
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